My virtual assistant wanted to bring her family from Canada to Florida so she could attend my last Quantum Creating retreat. She just bought a new house and did not have the cash flow needed. When I asked her how much she required, she said $2,500. I felt that was not enough to do it comfortably, so we upped it to “$5,000 or greater.” Then we did a brief session with the Rays of Creation technique to clear the obstacles to manifest the thousands of dollars she needed to receive to pay her bills and make the trip in two weeks.
It came in quite an unexpected way. A few days later she was overjoyed—her “magic money” appeared in her PayPal account, from a dispute with a client who owed her money that she lost in 2004! A client refused to pay for her services, and Paypal agreed with the client and she was not able to collect the fees. Then Paypal did a review–8 years later– and decided that she should have won the dispute and deposited over $7,000 in her account! She transferred it immediately and began paying bills, but due to her infant getting sick and other obstacles didn’t make the trip.
Then fortunes began to reverse. Paypal changed their decision once more, locked her account and told her she now owes them $7,000! But instead of panicking, and slipping back into the feeling of “it wasn’t meant to be”, she observed several things in her thinking patterns that needed adjusting.
Change Your Thoughts, Feelings & Actions Not in Alignment with your Goal
So she shared some of her thinking and actions that may have impacted her manifestation. She observed that she was referring to the windfall as “magic money” as there was a sense of unreality about it even though she had talked to Paypal and transferred the money. She had trouble believing it was really hers.
Secondly, Erin did not come to Quantum Creating, which was her motivating goal for asking for the money to begin with. Her family situation impacted her decisions, and her heart’s desire to attend the retreat for herself got pushed to the side. She owned that she could have decided differently, and felt more alignment with the original purpose of the abundance.
And thirdly, she knew for years that she wanted to set up her own merchant account for her business, so when Paypal blocked her account she was forced to do just that. Instead of wallowing in self-pity or feeling like a failure, she maintained a positive attitude, stayed in a place of growing in awareness, and took responsibility for her thoughts and underlying feelings of doubt and procrastination. She was in acceptance of the learning experience and “taking it well”. Perhaps too well.
Learn from Wisdom and Knowing Directly
So I coached her not to give up just yet. I empowered her “don’t assume you deserve to lose the money just to learn these things–make the intention to learn from your wisdom and knowing; rather than from direct experience. Now that you have more awareness, apply it now. Reset the intention to come to Quantum Creating and receive those tools. Be grateful for getting motivated to set up your merchant account. Continue to pursue Paypal; it was your rightful fee years ago anyway so claim it. You manifested real money; now do it again.”
AND IT WORKED! She blogged about the whole scenario and told her friends. And Paypal reversed their decision – again – and gave the $7,000 back to her!
We are planning our next retreat and she has already reserved her space.